Last month, while I was writing the beginning of
this letter, an officer was assaulted in one of the other buildings on our
yard. The immediate knee-jerk response of the prison was to rush in their Tactical
Support Unit (TSU). These guys consider themselves above all of the rules,
regulations and laws. When they show up on a unit, their decisions overrule
those of all of the officers assigned to that yard, up to and including the
deputy warden. They are notorious for their cruelty and disregard for basic
human rights.
The first thing they did was rush the buildings,
screaming and shouting at everyone, dressed in black fatigues, helmets, arm and
shin guards, doing their best to intimidate everyone into complying with their
orders. If you don’t comply, you get cuffed up and physically assaulted. Think
of every film you ever saw about the Gestapo and you’ll get the idea.
They rushed our pod with their usual tactics and rounded
us up. They stripped us out – which in most cases isn’t so much a search for contraband
as an opportunity they seize upon to intimidate and embarrass us – and herded
us outside onto the recreation field.
My problems started because I didn’t have both of my
hands on the top of my head on my way outside. Didn’t matter that my hand wasn’t
on my head because I have to use a cane to walk, so I got shoved into a wall. I
hit the wall hard enough that it caused sharp intense pain where my chemo port
is placed in my chest.
My second mistake was involuntarily raising my hand
to my port. The TSU officer who shoved me slammed his hand over mine which
slammed into my port. The pain was so intense that I dropped to my knees, which
brought two more TSU officers over to help their buddy “control the unruly
inmate.”
Luckily for me, one of the officers who came over
normally works for prison transportation and had taken me to the oncologist and
to my chemo treatments several times. He recognized me and interceded on my
behalf. I was able to stand back up and he escorted me to the rec field.
My building sat out for most of the night on the rec
field in our underwear. No moving. No talking. No bathroom breaks. It was cold
and damp. I was nauseas from the pain and in quite a bit of discomfort from
sitting on the hard ground all that time.
TSU finally let us back into the building after they
had trashed all of our belongings. As usual they didn’t take anything, just
destroyed what they could reasonably assert was necessary in their search for
contraband.
I was tired, in pain and not feeling very good, so I
just pushed everything together near the head of my bed and went to sleep.
I don’t remember much about the next nine days. My
fever went up and down like a rollercoaster and I don’t remember eating much. A
couple of guys on the run took care of me because they couldn’t get me seen by
Medical.
Once the fever finally broke, it took me a few days
to regain my strength. I haven’t done very much since then and just went back
to work today.
I don’t feel that bad now so I thought I should
write you and apologize for taking so long to respond to your letter.
Jack is serving life without parole, and
has terminal cancer. Throughout my incarceration, Jack was a positive
influence. He encouraged me to keep writing, to enter short-story competitions,
and we proofread each other’s chapters. Jack is seeking pen pals, so anyone
interested please email me at attwood.shaun@hotmail.co.uk for his details.
Shaun Attwood
6 comments:
That's disgusting. From first hand experience if your port-a-cath gets knocked let alone hit, it is incredibly painful.
Poor guy - disgusting behaviour by the jail system.
Tyler White
Those lames will never change because they have a mask on . If they walked the yard everyday they would not be treating people like this . I have not seen jack since manzanita when I worked commissary . Well stay strong
Chris
Great read, scandalous behaviour from TSU, hope he finds peace soon.
Michael
They r just dogs
Casey
Disgusting behaviour from those in authority, would like to say it wouldn't happen here in England but you can never be too sure of these things; I didn't think it would happen in the US either! Stay strong Jack!
I applaud Jacks fellow inmates for looking out for him during his illness. I also commend the individual guard who actually did the right thing and intervened in Jacks behalf. The TSU/guards seem to have taken it upon themselves to dispense their own personal sentences upon the inmates whenever they deem it appropriate. The system is broken. Rather than attempt to rehabilitate inmates they teach them (by example) to use violence/physical force in response to any situation which arises. For those who are later released, it is instilled in them and generally leads to subsequent arrests with the level of violence involved escalating after each stay. The staff are daily examples of the outside world and for some inmates the only link they have to that world. If they are using violence as a first response rather than a last resort, they are teaching the inmates to do the same. "Lead by example, not by force" - Sun Tzu, The Art of War. Keep up the good work Shaun. -Jennifer
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